BitterlyAlive
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- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,635
I was in bed earlier and I was like "God, I've always got this sick feeling of dread and just general fear. I feel foggy and sick and just all around dreadful." Then I remembered: I have generalized anxiety and when I'm not worrying incessantly, I just have that baseline shitty feeling. And I have dysthymia and major depression so I always feel like shit regardless. It's hard to really do anything at all. I'm completely trapped by these emotions and my brain just being foggy and scrambled. And then when it really flares up I freak out and make ridiculous posts like the other day
But I forget that it's literally the mental illnesses, and that many professionals agree that I legitimately have these issues that disrupt my daily life and functioning. And by definition, cause significant distress.
I'm a total clown, lol
But I forget that it's literally the mental illnesses, and that many professionals agree that I legitimately have these issues that disrupt my daily life and functioning. And by definition, cause significant distress.
I'm a total clown, lol