Hey guys, i found this website like 2 years ago, since then i decided that SN is going to bey method, in these 2 years, i decided how to leave without causing any suffer to my family. Wanna leave my wife in a good financial situation, plan to move far away from all my family, cut contact until no one reach me in any way. The place is also decided, in a little mountain by the highway, is far enough so no one will ever found my body, and with a great view before i go.
The thing is, my life isnt bad at all, have a great wife, my family cares about me, not a great job, but good enough, i really want to live a happy life, but at the same time, i cant stand the thought of keep on living. I feel like a burden to everyone, even though people like me, and care about me, i dont understand why, and thats the only reason i didnt do it yet.
In the next feel weeks im gonna try therapy, try to get rid of these feelings, and yet, i can only think of going away and start my plan.
If anybody feels like this, or used to and get better by doing something, i could really use some advice.
The thing is, my life isnt bad at all, have a great wife, my family cares about me, not a great job, but good enough, i really want to live a happy life, but at the same time, i cant stand the thought of keep on living. I feel like a burden to everyone, even though people like me, and care about me, i dont understand why, and thats the only reason i didnt do it yet.
In the next feel weeks im gonna try therapy, try to get rid of these feelings, and yet, i can only think of going away and start my plan.
If anybody feels like this, or used to and get better by doing something, i could really use some advice.
