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pandabe78

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May 6, 2025
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Lately my mental health has been just getting worse and worse and then it's gonna sound so stupid. A two year old broke my headphones. I love my headphones they're my escape and they're specifically a kind that covers the ear entirely. Which I love. My headphones are my escape from reality and my safe haven. They are how I chill out and how I get through stuff. And I'm just thinking maybe this is a sign that I should do it. And by the way I don't blame the two year old he's two he doesn't know anything
 
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cemeteryismyhome

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Mar 15, 2025
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Things like that send me spiraling downward too. I don't think it's stupid. We don't ask for much, we don't have much.
 
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Rynalia

Rynalia

Plenty of questions that no one has answers for.
Apr 22, 2025
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I know this feeling so much. (Although I'm more of an IEM nut just for the portability and because I like lying down when listening for long sessions).

People around me don't seem to understand how important some stuff is to my life and well-being.

When accidents happen and that stuff breaks, they don't understand how much of an impact it could have on my stability, which I already have almost none of.

It sets me off real hard--often into a downward spiral. Then when someone inevitably says, "but it's just x it's not a big deal," it just sets me off even harder.

The nerve of some people, I swear. Just 'cause it ain't a big deal to you doesn't mean it isn't for someone else.
 
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Higurashi415

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Aug 23, 2024
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I understand completely. When I put on a set of headphones for the first time it was like seeing color for the first time.
I'm sorry.
 
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Carrot

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Feb 25, 2025
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Death by a thousand cuts.

Reminds me of when a calm kid does something terrible because of something small. Maybe if they get bullied eventually they will snap, even if it's over something seemingly minor.

I have a favourite mug. And a few silly things that are highlights of my life.

Sorry about your headphones.
 

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