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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
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I just wish someone could fucking kill me already. I have to suffer every day non stop and I'm so sick of it. I'm scared to even properly kill myself cus a delusional part of me clings on to some non existent hope that things will get better when I'm 100% sure now they won't. I wish someone could break into my house and shoot me straight in the head in my sleep so I can die peacefully and never have to suffer again. I'm so fucking tired and I hate being here.
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
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god same tho i wanna be aware of it, i want to see em coming
 
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likelyonthespectrum

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Jul 18, 2025
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agreed, similarly I catch myself hoping world war 3 breaks out soon just so I'd get drafted, handed a weapon, and have a way out that doesn't look like my choice
 
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kopebaldy

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Jul 5, 2025
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agreed, similarly I catch myself hoping world war 3 breaks out soon just so I'd get drafted, handed a weapon, and have a way out that doesn't look like my choice
Lol the moment they hand me a loaded gun, that barrel will go into my mouth faster than the speed of light.
 
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aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

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Mar 28, 2025
367
Same, I wish someone can just do it for me
 
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hiki4me

hiki4me

Wandering
Jul 19, 2025
6
oh yea i still hope that some car hits me
it would certainly lessen the pain of my family and would be easier for me
the best way would be that i would get shoot thats why i thought about death by cop but it seems too risky tbh
 
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knickknack81

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Apr 28, 2025
56
Definitely not alone in thinking that. I think most of us would wish if we were to die, to be quick, easy and out of our hands.
 
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unluckysadness

Member
Jul 9, 2025
56
same. but if possible very quickly (gunshot in my back should not be too painful i think). but not cutting my throat with a knife from a terrorist... 🤦
 

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