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Zeus35

Zeus35

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Apr 4, 2022
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I feel so worthless and suicidal this morning. I feel empty and dead on the inside. I just want to overdose and die.
 
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Seven Threads

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Mar 5, 2023
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Hey there, Zeus35. First off, that sounds awful. I'm sorry you had to wake up to that, it doesn't sound like where you wanna be.

Any chance you have an idea of what's contributing to this feeling? I'd say if there's a place to find someone who relates, it's probably here.
 
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Zeus35

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Apr 4, 2022
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Hey there, Zeus35. First off, that sounds awful. I'm sorry you had to wake up to that, it doesn't sound like where you wanna be.

Any chance you have an idea of what's contributing to this feeling? I'd say if there's a place to find someone who relates, it's probably here.
just a lot of stress in my life, university work, feeling worthless and inadequate. Then feeling upset as a result.
 
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Seven Threads

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Mar 5, 2023
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I've never been to University, only a brief and catastrophic stint in community college. That said, I'm given to understand that it can be extremely stressful, and exactly the sort of environment that can make someone feel worthless and inadequate. Does talking about it help at all?
 
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I've never been to University, only a brief and catastrophic stint in community college. That said, I'm given to understand that it can be extremely stressful, and exactly the sort of environment that can make someone feel worthless and inadequate. Does talking about it help at all?
it helps a little it really is stressful and I just feel stupid
 
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ermurazor

ermurazor

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Mar 5, 2023
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it helps a little it really is stressful and I just feel stupid
Your feelings are absolutely valid and not stupid in my opinion. If you want to talk about it or just rant then do so. We are here to listen 🤗
 
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FuneralCry

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It's well known that overdoses usually fail, they aren't recommended as reliable ways to ctb. But of course I understand just wishing to leave this world, existing in this world certainly can be hell and it does sound tiring what you have to go through.
 
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Your feelings are absolutely valid and not stupid in my opinion. If you want to talk about it or just rant then do so. We are here to listen 🤗
I find university work hard and I am behind which makes me feel worthless.
 

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