i just want to die right now

[Darkover]

i'd never want to exist ever again not under any circumstances one lifetime of misery spent in hell is enough for me
everyone should have the right to die we would soon sort this shithole out by leaving it
fuck life for bring me alive to live out my misery here
bliss is just never existing at all no problem no worries
i could of been saved from this hellhole if only my parents haven't of meet
i would never bring a child into this world knowing what it is
they won't even let me die in peace 7 long years of living with a brain injury evil fuckers
nothing this shit gets created by any god
nobody cares at all for me
nobody ever looked after me here
you think a god would create anything has shit as this earth
feelings this place is so shit
i never want to be enslaved in this awful shit
lifes so fucking shit because you are enslaved in awful shit
what a fucking shithole this place is
to have been would of been the miracle a horrible lifetime spent in a shithole
i just want to be free from this evil shit
when will life ever be worth living in this hellhole enslaved in this awful shit with all these stuipd human beings
what did we ever do to deserve this evil shit
made powerless and helpless thats just what they want
this whole place is just bullshit
i wouldn't take this awful shit i'd just leave life behind
to never be will always be better then ever having to exist
this could of all been avoided if we was free from this repressive governments and laws
life equals enslavement in awful shit i am destained to live out my misery here
enslaved by the slow speed of light
a trillion decimal places computation power then where talking about making my own unverise with infinite computing power
i want to create my own universe and be a god
what a terrible slow universe the speed of light is nothing at all
complete knowledge of how atoms work with the power of atoms at my finger tips
why would i ever want to exist like this much better off on my own
you don't care for me you never fucking did what a load of awful shit life is
i never want to feel tired or hungry ever again nothing forever it is then

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly wish I never existed more than anything, it's cruel and dreadful how people suffer in an existence that was completely unnecessary in the first place, it's incredibly inhumane how we cannot just permanently leave in peace. But anyway it sounds so horrible what you've been through, it disgusts me how there is unlimited potential to be tormented in this world.