Venting i just want to die but im in hospital

[SHARKY26]

ive been in hospital now for 7 months and i have reached the point where i dont care about anything or any one. not my parents or my dog & cat. i carnt even look forward to my brothers wedding witch is in a few months and i dont care about the little things that use to get me through the day. i only want one thing and thats to die but its very hard to do while im in hospital and staff are sat with me 24/7 i just give up and now feel like i dont even want to try get better i just want to die

 

[DoubleUp8]

Are you in psych hospital or another kind of hospital. 7 months is a long time to be in any kind of hospital

 

[SHARKY26]

Are you in psych hospital or another kind of hospital. 7 months is a long time to be in any kind of hospital

psych hospital

 

[wsx-rt]

ive been in hospital now for 7 months and i have reached the point where i dont care about anything or any one. not my parents or my dog & cat. i carnt even look forward to my brothers wedding witch is in a few months and i dont care about the little things that use to get me through the day. i only want one thing and thats to die but its very hard to do while im in hospital and staff are sat with me 24/7 i just give up and now feel like i dont even want to try get better i just want to die

how terrible it is to torture a person so much

 

[FuneralCry]

I imagine it must be really dreadful and tiring being trapped in that situation, it's so extremely cruel to me how people are denied the option to just die in peace. But anyway I hope that you eventually find what you search for, best wishes.

 

[DoubleUp8]

7 months is hell of a long time to be in a psych facility. Are you in the u.s.?

If I am already going to die, I intend to indulge in all the foods and drinks I desire. Going out F-E-D!

Once you get the search function, have a look for it. It's only really successful with hospice patients (ie terminally ill with already weakened bodies and on serious medication) and even they can take a very long time to die. Ordinarily healthy bodies do not give up very easily and unless you're extraordinarily determined or lost in a desert somewhere with no access to water or food or shelter or rescue, it's highly unlikely to succeed unless you lock yourself up in an empty room in an isolated house with no hope of being found.

(Edited for grammatical errors)

psych hospital

7 months is hell of a long time to be in a psych facility. You must be in Canada or somewhere outside united states

 

[Little_Suzy]

7 months is hell of a long time to be in a psych facility. Are you in the u.s.?





7 months is hell of a long time to be in a psych facility. You must be in Canada or somewhere outside united states

Why am I being quoted in this thread?

 

[sadman710]

7 months is a failure of the system and why people who might solicit help avoid it.

Might as well be in jail.

 

[SHARKY26]

7 months is hell of a long time to be in a psych facility. Are you in the u.s.?





7 months is hell of a long time to be in a psych facility. You must be in Canada or somewhere outside united states

im in the uk

 

[DoubleUp8]

im in the uk

You're still in? How do they justify keeping you that long? Did you kill people?

 

[CountOfTuscany]

What drugs do they have you on? What's the procedure for getting out?

 

[absolutelyyou]

I assume you've been sectioned then? That's awful I'm so sorry you're stuck there, having been held in a mental ward in the states years back I know that environment can just be a worse hell than anything else.

You're still in? How do they justify keeping you that long? Did you kill people?

Likely their medical team still considers them a danger to themselves and that's enough reason to continue a hold.

 

[SHARKY26]

You're still in? How do they justify keeping you that long? Did you kill people?

they say im a danger to myself but keeping me in here so long is causing me more problems

What drugs do they have you on? What's the procedure for getting out?

lorazapam
olanzaipine
zopiclone
promethzine
sertraline
rispiridone

 

[DoubleUp8]

they say im a danger to myself but keeping me in here so long is causing me more problems

lorazapam
olanzaipine
zopiclone
promethzine
sertraline
rispiridone

That's what they do. Cause more problems

 

[KillingPain267]

This is what I'm scared of if I fail an attempt. I think they make it that way on purpose, so people are scared to try in case of ending up 7 months in such a place. It's also why I don't "call a hotline" when having thoughts of ctb. I can only share my thoughts in here. When I've expressed ctb thoughts to others, they once fucking called the cops. Fucking cops!!! Cops are the last people I wanna ever talk to (unless they shoot me in the head, lol, but cops here are not as trigger happy as in the US and I don't look like an imposing threat to anyone).

 

[marshmallowfluff]

im in the uk

I thought you must be… I've been in hospital since Nov 2020. Do they have a plan for you? Are you on an acute ward? Have they given a diagnosis? Are you detained?

 

[fsociety]

ive been in hospital now for 7 months and i have reached the point where i dont care about anything or any one. not my parents or my dog & cat. i carnt even look forward to my brothers wedding witch is in a few months and i dont care about the little things that use to get me through the day. i only want one thing and thats to die but its very hard to do while im in hospital and staff are sat with me 24/7 i just give up and now feel like i dont even want to try get better i just want to die

Im so sorry that you have to be that long in hospital.. that must be hard.. do you have any idea when you can get out?

 

[LostSoul1965]

I thought you must be… I've been in hospital since Nov 2020. Do they have a plan for you? Are you on an acute ward? Have they given a diagnosis? Are you detained?

Are you serious?! Where do you live if I may ask and how can they keep you that long? That's years!

 

[Mirrory Me]

That really sucks, no wonder you have no enthusiasm for anything... I hope you one day get out and get to choose the life you really want.

 

[Autumn_Stars]

I was in a hospital for two years. No Internet. Just the hell of my own mind. Good thoughts, well those things are gone. Bad thoughts no escape. Crazy people attacking me. Now on the outside all I have is this brick. My bf took my rope. Do I have any chance? Research makes it seem unlikely but I am so desperate. (Hospital so effective).

 

[marshmallowfluff]

Are you serious?! Where do you live if I may ask and how can they keep you that long? That's years!

They get away with it somehow in the uk. I am sectioned, I have no say. I have recently moved to a new hospital though which is much less restrictive so hopefully I will get out soon