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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Elementalist
May 28, 2024
887
My workplace is teetering on the edge of a riot. I'm financially devastated. I am powerless to help my mother out of a crisis she is in. I am exhausted and terrified.

I just want to be loved tonight, until I can get home and get some sleep. If you have the time, if you feel inclined, speak life into an aspiring gymnast turned social work experiment.

Thank you!:heart:
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
795
I wish I could just sit with you for a bit, because that is a truly unfair amount of weight for one person to carry. You're so much more than a "social work experiment"—you're someone who deserves to feel safe, deeply loved, and finally get some rest tonight.
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Elementalist
May 28, 2024
887
I wish I could just sit with you for a bit, because that is a truly unfair amount of weight for one person to carry. You're so much more than a "social work experiment"—you're someone who deserves to feel safe, deeply loved, and finally get some rest tonight.
Thank you so much for stopping by! Things have calmed down a bit. Just one guy moaning like Scrooge on Christmas night because he is high on spice. I just hope we don't have to get police involved. I'll need a weapon then!
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,162
Most people try to avoid conversations like these.
Here, it is always the subject of choice.

How are you feeling after some sleep?
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,775
Sending love, you are in my thoughts. Hope you will have a restful sleep.
 
truehappiness

truehappiness

Bliss and Happiness to all <3
Mar 3, 2026
100
My workplace is teetering on the edge of a riot. I'm financially devastated. I am powerless to help my mother out of a crisis she is in. I am exhausted and terrified.

I just want to be loved tonight, until I can get home and get some sleep. If you have the time, if you feel inclined, speak life into an aspiring gymnast turned social work experiment.

Thank you!:heart:
May everything go well for you <3
I am always here if you need someone to talk to. Well- for as long as I am alive that is ^^'
 
Mirrors

Mirrors

New Member
Mar 14, 2026
2
Sending you love and support. I hope you can feel some warmth and relief tonight.
 
SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Elementalist
May 28, 2024
887
I had to work at my other job after my shift ended. My akathisia was horrendous. So tired I could barely hold my head up. And I'm back at the shelter again.

I'm not terrified anymore. But I have no desire to leave my apartment ever again. Or eat, for that matter.
 
schoolgirlbyosamu

schoolgirlbyosamu

"You only need to turn over your wrists."
Feb 24, 2026
14
Hi there friend.

I hope to be able to extend some loving arms to you. There is much here that seems to be weighing heavily, rightfully so. Financial devastation, helplessness, hopelessness.. It sound incredibly tiring.

I see you here, friend. Even if it may mean very little from a person on the internet, I am very proud of you. For at the very least, you have come here, and asked for some living words. You deserve all the softness and kindness of the world, the fantastical safety that doesn't feel real or proper. I hope the days coming are kinder to you, sincerely I do.

There is much love swirling around ❤️
 
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