thank you, all - i try to take it a bit at a time -- life has not been kind to me as of late, and it's really hard to stay strong. i got written up at work and ever since i've come back from the hospital, it seems like my workplace is just trying to get rid of me. i'm looking for a new job as a result, even though i enjoy the work.
i am feeling very alone, and depressed tonight with passive ideations - came here to scroll and this made me feel a little better that others were cheering me on a bit.