reapandsow918
Let the waves take me
- Nov 6, 2019
- 191
Everyday I have to wake up knowing that there is nothing to look forward to. Not today nor never in the future. My family is emotionally ignorant to my suffering. They do not care and are very involved with their faith. They believe God can save all and heal everyone as long as you pray. I have tried. I have tried the meds. I have tried the therapy. I have tried the community. I just want the suffering to end. Depression cannot be cured nor treated in my circumstance. I do not see how people live on their lives and keep moving forward. I see families and husbands happily getting along and I just ask why? Why do you keep on going when we are all going to die someday. I see humans as a plague to this earth, how are we suppose to keep on living being slaves to each other and working for one another. I don't feel well. I feel trapped in my body unable to even end it because I'm constantly being watched. I'm literally living in hell dude.
