Izumi_81
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- Mar 2, 2023
- 8
Hey guys,
First of all sorry for my bad English, I'm here just to share some thoughts.
What is the meaning of being alive when all of this is just pain, sadness, and anger? I simply don't understand why this thing called life even exists.
My life doesn't worth living at all, of course in my perspective, because all of the people around me that will look at me will think that my life is perfect, I'm healthy, I have a good financial condition and because of that I shouldn't "complain" or say that my life is not good, because I don't have reasons to say it. And that's the thing that frustrates me the most, why I always feel like I'm not good enough, honestly, I don't even deserve my life, I'm not the person that I suppose to be, I just serve to disappoint others.
I've been thinking of killing myself lately, I just don't want to cause more pain to others, but at the same time, I guess even if I disappear, inevitably I'll cause pain to some people, even if is only because of the shock.
So what I should do and how? What I should do to not cause more pain to others?
I'll appreciate any advice and am sorry for bothering.
Thanks
First of all sorry for my bad English, I'm here just to share some thoughts.
What is the meaning of being alive when all of this is just pain, sadness, and anger? I simply don't understand why this thing called life even exists.
My life doesn't worth living at all, of course in my perspective, because all of the people around me that will look at me will think that my life is perfect, I'm healthy, I have a good financial condition and because of that I shouldn't "complain" or say that my life is not good, because I don't have reasons to say it. And that's the thing that frustrates me the most, why I always feel like I'm not good enough, honestly, I don't even deserve my life, I'm not the person that I suppose to be, I just serve to disappoint others.
I've been thinking of killing myself lately, I just don't want to cause more pain to others, but at the same time, I guess even if I disappear, inevitably I'll cause pain to some people, even if is only because of the shock.
So what I should do and how? What I should do to not cause more pain to others?
I'll appreciate any advice and am sorry for bothering.
Thanks
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