i just want my SN already

[hi-okbye]

i'm so exausted and the anxiety is making me supper nauseous :/

my SN package is finally arriving today, it took one week to deliver. i've just been waiting by the window all day basically, i need to be the first person to grab it, or at least hide it so no one else opens it up. even if i don't take it inside yet, i just want to have it so i can throw it in a bush or something.

the stress is giving me a really bad headache and stomach pains. i'll probably be home alone soon so i'm hoping it'll come then, so i don't have to worry about anyone else.
i'm hoping that once i get it and hide it away, i'll feel a huge amount of relief.

this headache might kill me before the SN does

thanks for reading, i'll update once i have it.
(also sorry but i'm not sharing the source, just a heads up)

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck and I hope that you find what you search for.