UglyCat
lljw
- Jan 15, 2024
- 23
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Coconut blue
Student
- May 13, 2024
- 144
FuneralCry
She wished that she never existed...
- Sep 24, 2020
- 35,173
I understand, I just wish to not exist as well, for me personally only death can bring me peace. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.
Crash_Bash_Dash
Nothing what I used to be
- Apr 23, 2024
- 63
I've been thinking this exact same sentence every now and then and said it out loud in my apartment. The death is salvation from all the struggle and pain for us who have been embraced by constant misery and agony.
UglyCat
lljw
- Jan 15, 2024
- 23
CloudyNightSky
Experienced
- Oct 28, 2023
- 289
I understand. Born - grow- grow old - die. Between being born and dying is living. And living is just a way of trying to reach death by suffering as little as possible. When we have more bad times than good times, living can become unbearable. I'm almost at the last stage and I've experienced more bad times than not. I got this far, but honestly, I never managed to like anything.
I want to die 24/7 so I get it. It's exhausting actually. Oddly when I think that it's possible I get some sense of relief. Maybe I would be out of pain … suffering is exhausting. I get it. My son CTB and before he did he explained that he was in constant mental anguish and needed it to end. He passed and now I know how he felt and what he meant.
