I just saw today a little kid without part of his arm

[NothingElseMatters]

and it made me think, am i being selfish? i know i've been through a lot but my body is "perfect", my problem doesn't have anything to do with body or health. i don't know man, i'm just kinda thoughtful right now. do i really want to die? yes, and truth be told it's a must not a matter of wanting, anyway, i'm just venting...

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

and it made me think, am i being selfish? i know i've been through a lot but my body is "perfect", my problem doesn't have anything to do with body or health. i don't know man, i'm just kinda thoughtful right now. do i really want to die? yes, and truth be told it's a must not a matter of wanting, anyway, i'm just venting...

Well, there's 2 billion people on this planet who earn less than $10 a day… So if you want to start comparing… Whatever pain you're experiencing is your own and it really has nothing to do with how many advantages you have… That said I am painfully aware of how spoiled I am at wanting to CTB When I am perfectly healthy. That kid his missing part of his arm might be inspired to live. But if you're not inspired to live why do so?

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, of course others have it worse, there is no limit as to how much we can suffer and to how bad things can get. Just because others have it worse doesn't mean that we are not suffering. However we have the right to exit this world at a time of our own choosing, as we did not ask to exist and we do not need to justify our reasons for leaving.

 

[orange]

and it made me think, am i being selfish? i know i've been through a lot but my body is "perfect", my problem doesn't have anything to do with body or health. i don't know man, i'm just kinda thoughtful right now. do i really want to die? yes, and truth be told it's a must not a matter of wanting, anyway, i'm just venting...

You don't have it any better, you don't have it any worse. You're an irreplaceable human soul with your own understanding of what it means to suffer.

... and that's a huge bummer