I just need someone

[willitpass]

i feel so alone. i feel like i'm too sad to talk about anything to my friends. i feel so tired. i want to SH so fucking bad. i want to die. i'm not okay. i just want to talk to someone without feeling like i'm scaring them. i don't wanna keep doing this but i can't die, i don't currently have a way and i'm not in a place to do that to my family right now

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

You can talk about it here on this thread...

 

[willitpass]

it's been an awful day and i'm so suicidal right now. i want to SH but i'm scared of being found out and sent back to the hospital. i messed up today at work and i can't take it anymore but i can't die either. i'm trapped and my head feels like it's gonna explode. i'm disassociating like crazy and i don't know what to do

 

[almaranthine]

I self-harmed when I was relatively young. I want to say I was 12 when I started. I was able to stop by 14, but the irrevocable damage to my body had already been committed. From that point forward I was subjected to be questioned and psychoanalyzed by anyone who would see them...including but not limited to: friends I went to the beach with, family members that finally noticed, sexual partners, doctors, police officers. The drudgery of the social consequences is honestly what prevented me from falling back into it. I learned to destroy myself in more "acceptable" ways e.g. drinking and drug use.

 

[Overnoutofhere]

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i feel so alone. i feel like i'm too sad to talk about anything to my friends. i feel so tired. i want to SH so fucking bad. i want to die. i'm not okay. i just want to talk to someone without feeling like i'm scaring them. i don't wanna keep doing this but i can't die, i don't currently have a way and i'm not in a place to do that to my family right now

you are not alone, we are walking this sad depressed life, carrying pain and experiences that have brought us here. We care, I care, I can relate. No judgment here, life is harsh!

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

I am in the same boat. Please do not be afraid to talk to me. I'm open to anything you might say and I will listen. I feel stuck as well. Lots of love <3

 

[Ardesevent]

Same here. Feel free to talk to me. I'm not the best at stuff like this, but I can still try to help.

 

[Mr2005]

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