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bladeeluvr444

bladeeluvr444

Trying to Find Forever peace
Dec 18, 2024
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Today I lost my only friend :') I truly have never cried so much before so much that I feel like throwing up. I don't know what to even do with myself it feels just extremely painful. Someone I use to call everyday and text everyday I will never speak too again and we are just strangers to each other now, just feel so alone and lost.

Sorry had to let this out kind of feels good.
 
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slightoverlooked

slightoverlooked

Experienced
Dec 27, 2023
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im so sorry to hear that :(( i know that feeling. i hope you find new meaningful connections.
 
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LittleNelson

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Dec 18, 2021
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I'm so sorry you lost your friend. I also have no friends - there's no one I can call or even just text and say "Hi". Loneliness is a terrible thing.
 
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Aug 27, 2018
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I am sorry that is one of the saddest things to experience in life, I lost many friends, friendships that lasted years and even close to two decades and now they´re strangers and we will never hang out again. Back when we were young I would feel we would be friends for life since we already had been friends for years and years stretching into adolescence but they all.

I don´t mean to highjack the thread since your pain seems fresh and mine is not although I think about those friends often,
[ Lilo and stitch i will remember you though i remember everyone that leaves /SPOILER]
 
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bladeeluvr444

Trying to Find Forever peace
Dec 18, 2024
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I am sorry that is one of the saddest things to experience in life, I lost many friends, friendships that lasted years and even close to two decades and now they´re strangers and we will never hang out again. Back when we were young I would feel we would be friends for life since we already had been friends for years and years stretching into adolescence but they all.

I don´t mean to highjack the thread since your pain seems fresh and mine is not although I think about those friends often,
That lowkey made me cry but I relate to remembering everyone
 
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TheGoodGuy

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That lowkey made me cry but I relate to remembering everyone
It did that for me too last time I saw the movie and I instantly thought about all the friends I lost growing up and I will remember them always despite they most likely never think about me but at least the few memories I have left is still there with me but for how long I do not know it seems I forget more and more of those precious memories as I get older.
 
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anonymouswebuser

edgy attention seeker
Feb 27, 2025
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Today I lost my only friend :') I truly have never cried so much before so much that I feel like throwing up. I don't know what to even do with myself it feels just extremely painful. Someone I use to call everyday and text everyday I will never speak too again and we are just strangers to each other now, just feel so alone and lost.

Sorry had to let this out kind of feels good.
I'm so sorry for that, I know that feeling pretty well
I hope you find better and more meaningful friendships to help fill in that gap :⁠'⁠(
 
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