I just don’t want to live anymore

[lost_soul83]

I really, really messed up.....I had enough to OD and I chickened out. I didn't take enough at once and got rid of the rest cuz I got scared......now I'm just done. I just don't want to live anymore......I've never felt as hopeless as I do right now. I don't know what I'm gonna do now, but I've gotta figure it out quick cuz I gotta get out of this hell hole.....

 

[Psilo]

OD is too unreliable, its not that you chickened out, its SI that kicked in and its for the best. OD sucks and can be devastating if you survive it (organ failure, necrosis,...)

 

[No life]

I feel exactly the same,I have no hope and spend my time in bed, crying or looking up ways to end this pure hell but never come closer to an answer

 

[Cookiedough8956]

I went the OD route, pros- they were sleeping pills so I knocked out
cons- horrible horrible aftereffects

I don't even knwo what my GP prescribed me.

Knocked out good tho.

Its good you didn't OD, its unreliable : /

 

[dandan]

damm... thats hard
I tried the Nitrogen exit bag, some how SI kicked in and I messed up and between I tried it , it didn't work, dont know what exactly went wrong...

but today I have been desiring to end it all... and I have my N :)

but I know i wont drink it today, no, not today...

OD with pills ? come ' on.... thats a good suicidal gesture but research shows it hardly works,,,, just fucks up your liver and such... dont do that again man... why damage yourself more without actually ending it? noo

 

[No life]

How do u get of Nembutal in the uk i don't think u could ever get this stuff. Is there any way to get something that would just kill you off.

 

[311]

How do u get of Nembutal in the uk i don't think u could ever get this stuff. Is there any way to get something that would just kill you off.

Amitriptyline and Flubromazolam

 

[No life]

Amitriptyline and Flubromazolam

What are they and where can I get them cat

 

[dandan]

best wishes... I have no idea how ctb with Amitryptiline and flubromazolam be like, if you decide to ingest it, I wish a smooth way out. if you decide not to ingest it, I wish you find some peace.

 

[No life]

best wishes... I have no idea how ctb with Amitryptiline and flubromazolam be like, if you decide to ingest it, I wish a smooth way out. if you decide not to ingest it, I wish you find some peace.

Thanks I don't know anything about either just some one saying they can kill

 

[311]

Thanks I don't know anything about either just some one saying they can kill

Amitriptyline is very deadly

 

[Queer_Kenny]

I don't want to live any more in a society that is so dominated by bigots. When I do decide to end my life, it will be by full suspension hanging.

 

[wanttodie]

I really, really messed up.....I had enough to OD and I chickened out. I didn't take enough at once and got rid of the rest cuz I got scared......now I'm just done. I just don't want to live anymore......I've never felt as hopeless as I do right now. I don't know what I'm gonna do now, but I've gotta figure it out quick cuz I gotta get out of this hell hole.....

me to don,t want to live any more