I just cant exist like this

[downndone2]

I'm miserable and can't exist like this anymore. The depression, anxiety, being jobless, sadness, being defeated, etc is just too much... how I wish my heart would just stop in my sleep every night I go to sleep







I feel the only viable ctb way I have is gunshot and the SI along with fear of messing it up is too much. As soon as I'm ready to walk outside and do it, I can't. Grrr



I just want to die!!! Why can't I just does!!!

 

[SilentSadness]

I feel the same way. It is horrible to live in a world that doesn't want you. Survival instinct is also a pain, I would be long gone if I could overcome it. I wish I was given a peaceful death in a euthanasia clinic, preferably with some company. Sadly, we are forced to use unreliable methods designed for Viking warriors and Samurai. I hope that you gain some freedom and peace soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really hate how it's this difficult to die, it's just so unfair how we are denied a peaceful and reliable way to exit this existence. We really shouldn't have to suffer so much to leave this cruel world, it certainly would be ideal if there was an option to just peacefully pass away in our sleep and prevent unnecessary days spent here.

 

[downndone2]

I really hate how it's this difficult to die, it's just so unfair how we are denied a peaceful and reliable way to exit this existence. We really shouldn't have to suffer so much to leave this cruel world, it certainly would be ideal if there was an option to just peacefully pass away in our sleep and prevent unnecessary days spent here.


I certainly would do anything for a peaceful option. I wish my wish to pass away peacefully and naturally would vote true.