Venting I JUST CANT DIE

[funnyjoy]

Nothing I try works. I've been at this all night and all morning why can't I just die already. I don't care where I go, the potential of having to see my ex who hates me in class in like 30 minutes is way worse than anything death can do to me. I've been ready to die for like a month but nothing works. I JUST WANT TO DIE ALREADY!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. Living is hard dying even harder.

 

[silent.desperation]

What have you been trying?

 

[funnyjoy]

What have you been trying?

Tourniquet mostly, but also partial, nn, hyperventilation + shallow water
If I could get access to a gun this would be so so so much easier

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so horrible and incredibly cruel how people have to struggle so much to die, I despise how we cannot just have the option to easily die in peace. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.

 

[cosmic_traveler]

Tourniquet mostly, but also partial, nn, hyperventilation + shallow water
If I could get access to a gun this would be so so so much easier

I know how frustrating it can be to try for hours, get so close and yet fail. People that say suicide is the easy way out have no clue what they're talking about. I'm sorry you're in so much pain. We wish you peace. Big hugs. Be well on your journey.