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Donna

Donna

Feeling so deep become our graves
Oct 5, 2018
174
I would hope that who ever we all are that when we finally catch that bus we can be reunited and find peace in knowing people like you exist and that , for me it's comforting knowing that there's a lot of great people on this site .
 
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Virgo

Arcanist
Oct 3, 2018
497
What is the point of ctb if you don't cease to exist?
 
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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
While I fervently hope for non-existence, there are people I'd like to meet again one day all the same. It would be nice to meet you all in a better place, and also personally witness that we are better off.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,034
I hope not. I don't want to go to some afterlife bullshit, I want my conscience to disappear.
 
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Donna

Donna

Feeling so deep become our graves
Oct 5, 2018
174
What is the point of ctb if you don't cease to exist?
I'm not sure I'm understanding the ? But what I'm saying is when we do CTB I'm hoping we might find each other where ever that may be ..People believe in god , some don't , people believe in reincarnation,some don't .Im simply saying thank you to the people on this site and hoping we all find peace with our selfs .
 
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Jblack

Jblack

Specialist
Oct 8, 2018
314
I don't think that we cease to exist after we exit this world. I like to believe that we enter another plane of existence free from the pain and suffering of this world. We will get to see each other again in this world. Even those we judge evil in this world will be there, their demons gone leaving them at peace with everyone.
 
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Donna

Donna

Feeling so deep become our graves
Oct 5, 2018
174
I hope not. I don't want to go to some afterlife bullshit, I want my conscience to disappear.
I know everyone believes in something different,I'm just hoping it's upstairs in a world we're theres no worries , no care in the world and we run in to good people.I certainly hope it's not HELL where were sitting in a pit of fire ..
 
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willowtrees0

willowtrees0

willowtrees
Oct 5, 2018
54
What is the point of ctb if you don't cease to exist?

I know for me I still want to be able to see my nieces grow up and graduate and follow their dreams and live the life I wasnt able to. Not everyone that ctb wants everything to just go black. some people (including myself) believe in peace and that there is more than just...this.
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
I would hope that who ever we all are that when we finally catch that bus we can be reunited and find peace in knowing people like you exist and that , for me it's comforting knowing that there's a lot of great people on this site .
Totally agree there, there are so many lovely people here that I have chatted with, including you Donna, so would love to reunite with you all ❤️
 
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Donna

Donna

Feeling so deep become our graves
Oct 5, 2018
174
Totally agree there, there are so many lovely people here that I have chatted with, including you Donna, so would love to reunite with you all ❤️
Ahh thank you Andy I def feel the same ..
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Part of me hope so too but I think I'm not worthy so yeah
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I would hope that who ever we all are that when we finally catch that bus we can be reunited and find peace in knowing people like you exist and that , for me it's comforting knowing that there's a lot of great people on this site .
We might despise each other in person
 
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NewDelhiGuy

NewDelhiGuy

Member
Oct 5, 2018
84
Once i am dead I would love to see "Sagittarius A star" the black hole of our milky way galaxy from close. I hope spirit is not bound by any dimension or time it takes to travel ..
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
672
I would rsther nothing than the hell I'm in now..but I'm totally lobotomised. I cant really "feel" people but i know there are great people on here but somehow i can't feel them..same with family members.

But have experienced a lot of things that I feel there is something more than our brains bodies and i hope to experience love and peace and "meet" and feel others in spirit. Feel - i mean I cannot feel connect to outside world at all nor people with frontal lobe shutdown.
 
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Lunar

Lunar

Student
Aug 14, 2018
188
I have trouble connecting to people like part of me is missing. I don't know how to properly describe it. There are lovely people on here though, but I doubt I'd really "fit" in since I feel like I've always had trouble with that. I'd prefer there to be nothing after death like I feel when I'm asleep (I can't remember my dreams anymore. It's nothingness). I want that to be permanent.
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I feel the same tonight, feel so damned alienated and hated by some, much more than I deserve I really feel *shrugs* Maybe I earned it but yeah, I hope so too.
 
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Donna

Donna

Feeling so deep become our graves
Oct 5, 2018
174
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Mljonzy

Student
Aug 21, 2018
145
Me too i want to be at peace with everyone thats suffered and i don't want to be at peace with normal people that enjoyed life.
 
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RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
We might despise each other in person

Yeah, considering that there's 0 people IRL who don't despise me, I'm not liking my chances. Hell, I despise myself, what are the chances that you guys won't?
 
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Cee

Cee

cute girl
Sep 22, 2018
81
maybe if were could be aware of each other in the afterlife without truly having a 'consciousness' after death then that would satisfy everyone. Not technically existing, but still somehow at peace with everyone like you :) not sure at all how that would work but its a nice idea
 
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Donna

Donna

Feeling so deep become our graves
Oct 5, 2018
174
Yeah, considering that there's 0 people IRL who don't despise me, I'm not liking my chances. Hell, I despise myself, what are the chances that you guys won't?
Not true we are all on this site for a reason ,I always think the same way that no one likes me , my self asteam is so low , iv had so many bad things happen to me ..Life isn't fair they say , I'm an empty soul inside , I know I'll never be full .
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
I like this thought for sure.. But all of the sudden, I make mistakes, and then I feel heartbroken, unworthy, deserves to be a dead loner, which no one loves or cares about, so best wishes to the rest of you with love <3
 
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faex42

faex42

Experienced
Oct 19, 2018
213
I have a few friends although I don't see them that often. I still experience plenty of loneliness which has been increasing as my world turns more bleak. I do feel that some of the people on this site are exceptionally caring and experiencing how they treat each other makes me feel less alone. I am very new here and as a rule would not trust my first impressions on any site but something here is very special.
 
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sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
I have no friends and I'm really lonely right now, so the thought of all of us being together and at peace is really nice. But I guess non-existence is more likely than that.
 
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sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
I have a few friends although I don't see them that often. I still experience plenty of loneliness which has been increasing as my world turns more bleak. I do feel that some of the people on this site are are exceptionally caring and experiencing how they treat each other makes me feel less alone. I am very new here and as a rule would not trust my first impressions on any site but something here is very special.
I agree, there are so many lovely and caring people on this site who make you feel understood, it really does make the loneliness a little more bearable.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
I would hope that who ever we all are that when we finally catch that bus we can be reunited and find peace in knowing people like you exist and that , for me it's comforting knowing that there's a lot of great people on this site .
Afterlife shoutbox.
 
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Rocky M

Rocky M

I'm A Monster
Jun 20, 2018
213
While this is a neat idea, I would prefer to stop existing altogether.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I agree, there are so many lovely and caring people on this site who make you feel understood, it really does make the loneliness a little more bearable.
Sucking up to each other is really no different than it is on pro life forums. There's some great people on here and also some twats just like anywhere else.
 
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