I hope tonight is it

[imdepressed999]

I hope tonight is it, i am awaiting my Fentanyl in the mail, which is late but as long as it arrives at this point is all i care about. I just want to lay in my bed, take it and let go while listening to calming music, fading into nothingness. I have wished for death for so long, i am glad it's finally going to be over with, either with Fent or 9MM. I will post my final goodbye when its time.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace. Good luck!

 

[hikikomorizombie]

i look forward to ur updates!! ik you've been waiting for this for a while, glad it's finally happening for u.

 

[imdepressed999]

i look forward to ur updates!! ik you've been waiting for this for a while, glad it's finally happening for u.

Thank you!

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the peace you search for, best of luck.

 

[1up]

We loved having you around. I hope you find peace, whether you decide to go through with it or not.

 

[Dliena]

I'm really sorry for everything you've had to go through and I can only wish you permanent peace and bliss.

 

[Cyndaquil]

I am sorry you are going through this. Hope you find peace

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I wish you best of luck

 

[Rudra009]

can anyone tell me how much balloons of hydrogen will be enough for me to inhale and go unconscious so i can drown peacefully, tho i have no other resources right now, i can make some hydrogen by using NaOH that i have with me!!??

 

[imdepressed999]

can anyone tell me how much balloons of hydrogen will be enough for me to inhale and go unconscious so i can drown peacefully, tho i have no other resources right now, i can make some hydrogen by using NaOH that i have with me!!??

I am not sure my friend, maybe you should find a section on here that talks about that specifically. Sorry you are going through so much pain.