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The Disqualified

The Disqualified

Disqualified as a Human Being
Feb 4, 2023
175
I feel cornered by all sides. I look around and see no way out in sight. I need to escape. I need to find an exit.
Suicide is the only true escape.
But I can't. I need to keep living, keep pushing, keep fighting. Keep fighting my fears and trying to do the unthinkable. A lot depends on it.
Tomorrow will be another day for we all. I hope your day will be happier and better. I hope mine will be as well. I just can't keep living like this. I just can't. Things have to improve. They have to.
 
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dreaming

sleepy
Feb 11, 2026
106
I have no hope for myself, but for your sake I hope you have a better day too.
 
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dhk96

Student
May 8, 2018
174
I hope you wake up feeling refreshed and that your day goes by comfortably/happily. Have a good night ❤️
 
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bcarroll1

Member
Aug 10, 2025
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I feel cornered by all sides. I look around and see no way out in sight. I need to escape. I need to find an exit.
Suicide is the only true escape.
But I can't. I need to keep living, keep pushing, keep fighting. Keep fighting my fears and trying to do the unthinkable. A lot depends on it.
Tomorrow will be another day for we all. I hope your day will be happier and better. I hope mine will be as well. I just can't keep living like this. I just can't. Things have to improve. They have to.
Why do you feel cornered , what are you facing right now. Seems like you have put a lot of pressure on yourself.
 
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BradGuy123

Experienced
Jul 6, 2025
294
I hope things get better for you. Sending you a virtual hug.
 
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February_In_April

February_In_April

There a time to talk & a time to listen
Apr 5, 2026
28
I hope tomorrow will be a better day for you The Disqualified and everyone else on sash and maybe even have a consecutive succession of days where your day just gets better and better.
I have no hope for myself, but for your sake I hope you have a better day too.
Even for you too Dreaming even if you feel like you have no hope for yourself I still hope you can find better days just moments at a time day by day maybe a few minutes here or a few hours there.
 
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yotaka

明日にはすべてが終るとして
Jan 29, 2026
139
I'm wishing you a better day tomorrow. For now, I hope you can at least find some peace in sleep 🤍
 
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