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squillykilly

squillykilly

Stupid Chud
Dec 15, 2025
55
Does anyone hope that people find their SS account before they CTB, I really wish someone would find this and just ask me if I'm okay and hug me for like... A few hours... And then they take me back to their home and take care of me for the night and maybe the next day.... Maybe i just long to be cradled and coddled...
 
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HowlingCoyote

HowlingCoyote

tired
Jan 14, 2026
8
yeah, me too. i often wish someone would just come save me. like maybe there really is someone out there who will hold me and tell me its gonna be okay. the loneliness gets hard. i also crave wanting to hold someone too. i want someone to tell me theres a reason to be here and actually mean it and care about me.
 
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inkmage333

inkmage333

please just free me and let me die
Feb 18, 2025
94
Honestly, I do. It's more so for spiteful reasons, so that the people that made me like this can see the state they've driven me into and realize there will be blood on their hands, but it brings me comfort to think about people once in my life being haunted by me and my death.
 
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deny_conformity

deny_conformity

do not be sorry, be better
Jan 8, 2026
47
I always just want to be held and told everything is going to be okay. I'm a very tactile person and being without physical contact is driving a lot of my suicidality. I want someone to know who can make a difference and comfort me.
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,691
Nope. Nothing good would come of it, I wouldn't get any hugs or sympathy.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

:3
Apr 10, 2025
1,860
I'd like some of my posts to be seen by others in person, but I'd rather some not be seen by them.
 
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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
218
Probably, this is the main reason why I want to talk about this place with some of my internet friends, I think they know about sasu in general, but they unaware about my presence here.

Regarding the question, actually, it depends on which person will discover it. But I think it will only happen with some of my internet friends, since they are kind of terminally online too.
 
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lpdsvm

Member
Jan 11, 2026
19
Many people might consider one crazy if they see they are not just depressed but also wanna die and discuss it here. Just having an account will be enough.
I am transactional not just suicidal I like basic comfort not some fights for pennies or constant pain.
 
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