I honestly dont know how im alive, ive ate so much crap and never exercised and im 35 and still amazed im even alive.

[HermitLonerGuy]

like seriously for most of my life my food has been pizzas, burgers, fried chicken, junk like that.
ive been neet most of my life as well. No job and no working out. Yet im still alive, no diabetes and no seroius illness.
I thought for sure by now my lifestyle will give me heart failure or cancer or something but all medical tests show clear.
Im amazed at how unhealthy i am yet i persist. I actually dont have energy or willpower to do anything much, i mostly sleep 16 or so hours a day now after taking strong pain meds.
lay down and rot is a terrible method , this human body is simultaneously very resilient and very weak.
i would rather not be born.

The irony of it is much better people, much healthier, eat right and work hard end up with random diseases that i should be getting.
This just shows how cruel and unfair life is.
All the suffering in the world to innocent people that didnt deserve it get the pain and suffering.
One of the reasons i hate this world, the unfairness and how much randomness and luck is involved.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Same man. It's my 39th birthday today. I just don't care enough to make any lasting or meaningful changes. With that said I am starting to get a lot of aches and pains. My stomach has been hurting for two weeks now. I think you're sort of at that age where you can just about get away with it, but that won't be the case indefinitely. I dread to think what people like us will be like in another 10-20 years lol.

 

[looking_for_peace]

I relate to you a lot. it is really sickening how hard those with terminal illnesses fight to live only to die, while we are here actively trying to die. life truly is a roll of the dice. if only we could swap our lives with them.

 

[Hotsackage]

i hope people dont take it for granted not having as debilitating issues as us

 

[FuneralCry]

It's true that life certainly is such a terrible concept with how chance determines everything, there could never be anything fair about existing in a world where people suffer all through no fault of their own. I certainly view it as always being preferable to not exist as it's so useless and unnecessary being trapped inside this flesh prison, I believe that the only true relief from suffering lies in non existence.

 

[Oblivion]

im 35 too and no excersize at all and excessively eat junk food and snacks, sometimes i'd order large fast food meals twice after 1 am or 2 am, and still not sick with anything yet, i have a fear though of having a stroke and becoming paralyzed, i need to ctb ASAP or i'd be stuck as a vegetable for decades to come