Venting I haven't been here in a while and wanted to say hi after i almost CTB just over a month ago

[guineapiglover8503]

in a few hours I will be 23 days self harm free and i really think my adhd meds have stopped me from thinking about wanting to CTB a lot. I still occasionally read my note and also try to polish it from time to time but i am nowhere near as wanting of death than I was in early november. I have also just been so busy that I don't have the time to cut or seriously think about CTB but i still go through what happened that day a lot. I also recently called my cousin who has attempted a few times and I opened up to him about how ive felt in the past because they assured me that they would be okay with me talking about that as we are pretty close. It was a good talk and I didn't mention this forum. its just really weird that ive not had many suicidal urges recently and ive been able to not cut myself and ive been thinking about this forum a lot since it has been a while. I think I will try my best to wait til college at least to CTB if i really really want to as i also recognize that things could get better then.

I love yall and I truly wish yall the best

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

I'm glad ur feeling better !!!

 

[maniac116]

Its nice to hear stories of recovery!!
Way to go. I hope you keep working on recovery & making progress in life!!!

 

[wondering&wandering]

That's awesome!! Very happy for you, and it's very inspiring. :D