I HAVE to hang myself

[Ednospatient]

I HAVE to hang myself because I don't have other options but I keep not succeeding. I have attempted partial 15 times but I honestly don't know what I'm doing wrong. It hurts a lot, and I'm not able to lose consciousness. I tried full suspension once but it sucked and I don't want to go that way. I think I almost succeeded once but my SI made me back out. (I had a proper red mark around my neck) So I have a rough idea how to succeed but I don't have the courage.

 

[AreWeWinning]

So I have a rough idea how to succeed but I don't have the courage.

This is the problem. This is why you don't succeed. There is no way around taking the courage and actually doing it.

I have this problem too. I haven't attempted yet, but I have a rough idea of what needs to be done to succeed too. When I'm ready, I'll make sure I do that, and not have failed attempts. But until I'm sure I'm ready and have the courage, I don't even want to try, because I'll likely just fail. I want to attempt once and make 100% sure I'm successful, or not attempt at all.

 

[thedaywillcome]

Its difficult but not impossible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Hanging sounds like a horrible way to leave this world, but for me it is the most accessible way. The fear of failure is what holds me back from doing it. People should be able to exit peacefully when the time is right for them and they should not have to resort to such risky methods. It is wrong that the society tries to force us to live in a world where there is so much suffering.

 

[Someone123]

I HAVE to hang myself because I don't have other options but I keep not succeeding. I have attempted partial 15 times but I honestly don't know what I'm doing wrong. It hurts a lot, and I'm not able to lose consciousness. I tried full suspension once but it sucked and I don't want to go that way. I think I almost succeeded once but my SI made me back out. (I had a proper red mark around my neck) So I have a rough idea how to succeed but I don't have the courage.

There are other posts from people failing up to 25 times with partial- this seems to be a method that rarely works- many people pass out from this method but then wake up standing up later. Full suspension is a terrifying method because you don't know how long it will take, but it is more reliable.

 

[Shewasnomore]

I HAVE to hang myself because I don't have other options but I keep not succeeding. I have attempted partial 15 times but I honestly don't know what I'm doing wrong. It hurts a lot, and I'm not able to lose consciousness. I tried full suspension once but it sucked and I don't want to go that way. I think I almost succeeded once but my SI made me back out. (I had a proper red mark around my neck) So I have a rough idea how to succeed but I don't have the courage.

I'm confused how did you fail full if you passed out

 

[Pain In The Ass]

There are other posts from people failing up to 25 times with partial- this seems to be a method that rarely works- many people pass out from this method but then wake up standing up later. Full suspension is a terrifying method because you don't know how long it will take, but it is more reliable.

I plan to take lots of drugs whilst I'm stood somewhere, or sat on a tree branch, ready in position to 'full', so I become so sedated I fall, and then I can't do anything about it, and I hopefully won't be too aware of what's going on.

 

[Zugade]

I plan to take lots of drugs whilst I'm stood somewhere, or sat on a tree branch, ready in position to 'full', so I become so sedated I fall, and then I can't do anything about it, and I hopefully won't be too aware of what's going on.

This is the way to go. partial hanging is way too risky compared to full suspension.

 

[Ednospatient]

I'm confused how did you fail full if you passed out

I didn't pass out, I backed out and got the chair back under me with my foot. I have so far never managed to pass out during a hanging attempt.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

This is the way to go. partial hanging is way too risky compared to full suspension.

I'm still afraid I fuck the full up, and end up hanging there for an hour, then get cut down and I'm now cabbaged for life

 

[Zugade]

I'm still afraid I fuck the full up, and end up hanging there for an hour, then get cut down and I'm now cabbaged for life

As long as it's around your neck, there's not really any way for you to fuck that up.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

As long as it's around your neck, there's not really any way for you to fuck that up.

would it work by just connecting the lock to the rope for a quick noose, or is that a way i could fuck this up? should I learn to tie a slipknot? I'm just really lazy and like things to be easy - 'clip' here, 'clip' there, goodbye!

 

[Zugade]

would it work by just connecting the lock to the rope for a quick noose, or is that a way i could fuck this up? should I learn to tie a slipknot? I'm just really lazy and like things to be easy - 'clip' here, 'clip' there, goodbye!

I think that could work. The main problem of ropes like those is that they stretch a lot, so you may end up touching the floor.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

I think that could work. The main problem of ropes like those is that they stretch a lot, so you may end up touching the floor.

I have one of these too, for towing cars, 2 ton allowance...

 

[Ednospatient]

I think I got the "how" figured out now, but I lack the courage. I can only hang for a couple of seconds before backing out. It hurts.

 

[shrek34]

I have one of these too, for towing cars, 2 ton allowance...

That looks like it would hurt like hell around your neck

 

[Pain In The Ass]

That looks like it would hurt like hell around your neck

I'd be drugged up to the eyeballs, and as long as I pass out quickly, I'm fine with that - I'd do it in a way where backing-out is impossible, so once I'm fully suspended, that's it - it can hurt all it likes, but there's no going back

 

[shrek34]

I'd be drugged up to the eyeballs, and as long as I pass out quickly, I'm fine with that - I'd do it in a way where backing-out is impossible, so once I'm fully suspended, that's it - it can hurt all it likes, but there's no going back

Yeah as long as you can't back out you should be good. I failed full suspension because it hurt my neck and my toes just managed to touch the floor, so SI kicked in hard. Ended up climbing a wall like Spiderman to get out, not sure whether to be proud or disappointed.
What drugs will you use? All I have access to is marijuana which I don't know if it will hurt or help the attempt.
I hope all goes well for you.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

Yeah as long as you can't back out you should be good. I failed full suspension because it hurt my neck and my toes just managed to touch the floor, so SI kicked in hard. Ended up climbing a wall like Spiderman to get out, not sure whether to be proud or disappointed.
What drugs will you use? All I have access to is marijuana which I don't know if it will hurt or help the attempt.
I hope all goes well for you.

Depends how ganja effects you I suppose. It turns me into a paranoid schizophrenic, so wouldn't be good for me. I'll just be taking anything sedating - lots of Benzos, Oxy, Mirtazapine, Diphenhydramine, alcohol. I'll be doing it somewhere very similar to this in the early hours, where no one goes at night, but I'll make sure it's right in the middle so I can't swing and grab onto anything to save myself...

 

[shrek34]

Depends how ganja effects you I suppose. It turns me into a paranoid schizophrenic, so wouldn't be good for me. I'll just being taking anything sedating - lots of Benzos, Oxy, Mirtazapine, Diphenhydramine, alcohol. I'll be doing it somewhere very similar to this in the early hours, where no one goes at night, but I'll make sure it's right in the middle so I can't swing and grab onto anything to save myself...
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Yeah, it doesn't really have too much of an effect on me except from make it much harder to concentrate. I guess there's no harm in trying and seeing if I still encounter SI.

I wish I had access to a place like this, looks like it would be pretty peaceful, though I'd be pretty paranoid of being found, since I live in the city and there's always random groups walking around in the middle of the night.

Looks like a pretty solid plan, wish you all the best

 

[Pain In The Ass]

Yeah, it doesn't really have too much of an effect on me except from make it much harder to concentrate. I guess there's no harm in trying and seeing if I still encounter SI.

I wish I had access to a place like this, looks like it would be pretty peaceful, though I'd be pretty paranoid of being found, since I live in the city and there's always random groups walking around in the middle of the night.

Looks like a pretty solid plan, wish you all the best

Thanks. I live in a town that is quiet at night. By 2am it's silent. Dog walkers wouldn't walk through there until it gets light at 6am, as it's pitch black, it's just a passing place for farmers to access fields under train tracks. I'd have a few hours I think. Just need a clear plan and head torch.

 

[Worndown]

I think I got the "how" figured out now, but I lack the courage. I can only hang for a couple of seconds before backing out. It hurts.

The key would be kicking the chair out of reach. No chair, no backing out.

 

[FogFilledLife]

I HAVE to hang myself because I don't have other options but I keep not succeeding. I have attempted partial 15 times but I honestly don't know what I'm doing wrong. It hurts a lot, and I'm not able to lose consciousness. I tried full suspension once but it sucked and I don't want to go that way. I think I almost succeeded once but my SI made me back out. (I had a proper red mark around my neck) So I have a rough idea how to succeed but I don't have the courage.

My attempts didn't hurt. How did you do it? I tied multiple slipknots and attatched the rope to a bunk bed and positioned the noose around various points covering my entire neck in repeated attempts that lasted over an hour.

I've tried sitting, kneeling, standing, and sitting in a chair to no avail. Leaned as far into as possible and quit after 30 seconds to a minute depending on my body's reaction. Only had my vision get blurry once and waited three minutes or so to no avail. It's supposed to be within twenty seconds or so that you pass out, so I gave it some additional time.
Sadly not an option for most fat people.

The key would be kicking the chair out of reach. No chair, no backing out.