• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
D

dime4everr

New Member
Apr 4, 2026
2
I have been facing suicidal ideations for years now because of the thought of no friends and having no social life for years and it's effecting my mental health and my ability to function. What are some easy ways to access substances that can make me OD in peace (online options if possible). I also tried hanging myself but the pain was unbearable so my body naturally lifted myself up onto my bed now I have a scar on my neck… I don't have any place to do a complete hanging. So if you have any options available that I can use to end this suffering please provide those for me.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: itsgone2 and TwistedNightmares
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,835
I also just wish for peace from the suffering and torture of existing, I hope you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: itsgone2
absolute failure

absolute failure

Experienced
Jan 19, 2026
294
I also just wish for peace from the suffering and torture of existing, I hope you find the freedom you are searching for.
Funeral youre correct we are so alike :)
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: itsgone2
I

itsgone2

-
Sep 21, 2025
1,576
yes I'm done. My life ended months ago. I'm a complete shell of myself. A few people have said I'm like a zombie. People are concerned.
But I can't get out either. Stuck. For now anyway.
Eventually I hope we find our way
 

Similar threads

unluckysadness
Replies
24
Views
285
Suicide Discussion
here_for_now
here_for_now
S
Replies
1
Views
124
Suicide Discussion
geepeedee
geepeedee
Arb
Replies
1
Views
187
Suicide Discussion
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
Pablito
Replies
10
Views
320
Suicide Discussion
Pablito
Pablito