Story I have set a plan in place to CTB

[Sigh_Sigh_Sigh]

I now plan to CTB on 13th May. My previous attempt was foiled due to intervention from Transport Police I have since taken sick leave from work and been placed on sertraline by my doctor however I feel it is of no benefit after 10 days of taking it. There was a offer of therapy on the National Health Service but with a waiting list of up to 15 months I see no hope of that been any use or worth waiting for.

This time I plan not to use trains as a method due to the previous intervention and will instead use over 3000 units of insulin with the hope it succeeds. I am also considering to consume a 95% alcohol to further increase the chance of success with my plan.

I really hope this will work out for me.

 

[jolongone]

Sorry to hear that it has come to this for you

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, I hate how in this world people feel as though they have the right to interfere with suicide attempts.

 

[Letgo]

I wish you peace and rest. Thinking of you.

 

[wiltingorchid]

I'm so sorry that things turned out bad for you. I wish you the best with your plans, and peace too.

 

[EmpathyMinded]

I now plan to CTB on 13th May. My previous attempt was foiled due to intervention from Transport Police I have since taken sick leave from work and been placed on sertraline by my doctor however I feel it is of no benefit after 10 days of taking it. There was a offer of therapy on the National Health Service but with a waiting list of up to 15 months I see no hope of that been any use or worth waiting for.

This time I plan not to use trains as a method due to the previous intervention and will instead use over 3000 units of insulin with the hope it succeeds. I am also considering to consume a 95% alcohol to further increase the chance of success with my plan.

I really hope this will work out for me.

I'm sorry you're struggling so much. I'm not familiar with the reasons in your case. If you'd like to talk about it or talk in general I'm here to listen.