NutORat
Sleepwalking
- Jun 11, 2025
- 7
Why is everything hard? Why can't we live without feeling pain or causing pain to others? Why just thinking about anything that's happening in the world hurts?
And why do we praise media that hurts? Because it makes us feel, it's relatable, it's real? Why is that good, exactly? Who wants to feel real?
I have a story I've always wanted to tell. It's something that has kept me alive when I otherwise wouldn't have made it. You can say that it's me justifying my laziness and unwillingness to commit to a difficult and long project, but.. I don't want to hurt people. Of course, I already do, every day, just by being me. Why can't I just be without causing trouble and making people uncomfortable or worried? Why is it good that a story hurts, it's bittersweet, so that means it's a masterpiece. I don't want to ever feel pain again, or cause it.
And why do we praise media that hurts? Because it makes us feel, it's relatable, it's real? Why is that good, exactly? Who wants to feel real?
I have a story I've always wanted to tell. It's something that has kept me alive when I otherwise wouldn't have made it. You can say that it's me justifying my laziness and unwillingness to commit to a difficult and long project, but.. I don't want to hurt people. Of course, I already do, every day, just by being me. Why can't I just be without causing trouble and making people uncomfortable or worried? Why is it good that a story hurts, it's bittersweet, so that means it's a masterpiece. I don't want to ever feel pain again, or cause it.
