Method i have questions about my intended method

[Soybean]

hi, im very new, ive recently gotten into snorting ritalin (and now adderall) and ive always been a self harmer so my plan is to snort a bunch of rit to get my heart punding, chug way too much vodka to thin out my blood, and then self harm pretty bad in a hot bath. im not sure if it would work or not. ive decide i wanna make a song out of audio of me doing all my like, drugs and self harming and just a bunch of screaming and crying and puking. this really matters so im gonna wait till i can finish my new project. but in the meantime i wanna make sure my method works. thanks
i should add that part of the reason i want to do it this way is because i feel like if i end up just losing a lot of blood that might be enough for me, idk

 

[jodes2]

Sorry hun but I doubt it's going to work. A lot of people try similar things and fail. Dying through blood loss is hard. Unless you hit a major artery it's probably not going to work. For that you'd probably need pain medication that you can't even get on prescription. Sorry you're suffering so much

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Sounds like a difficult way to go. Sorry you're having such pain in your life.

 

[bennydiazapine]

I know or have heard go up not across, hope you find peace.