Discussion I have OCD, PTSD, anxiety

[Maryam]

Hi everyone,
I have OCD, PTSD, anxiety and literally scared of everything. I had an unsuccessful suicide attempt in past.
I want to try it again after ten years but I'm afraid. I'm alone and has no one to talk no one can understand my feelings my suffering my everyday pain.

I'm thinking about buying a gun but I'm not allowed as an immigrant. I read other ways here they seem hard to me because I'm a dumb person.
Any ideas? I'd appreciate any help

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I suggest looking at the list of methods on the Resources Compilation on the main page. Once you get an idea of what you're interested in, start joining conversations and asking questions.

Maybe you can talk here about what methods you were drawn to, or what methods you don't understand but would like to.

 

[faust]

Hello, @Maryam
I think, you are in the right place!
If you need to talk, feel free to do that here!
We are here to listen and support
It is not a secret, each of us has fears.
If you did not read PePH, I would suggest doing that and of course keep an eye on methods which are listed on this forum.
Which methods you did a research on?
Peace and love!