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Zig
Member
- Mar 31, 2024
- 5
I have nothing. No noteworthy achievements, no meaningful qualifications, no marketable skills, no particular talents. I am a complete failure. I wasted three years before dropping out of University with nothing whatsoever to show for it. I have less money than I had 5 years ago, without even counting educational debts. I have no friends that I see regularly.
I am nothing. My ego is best described as a disturbance in the air, the vague outline of some ethereal ghost. I have a completely unremarkable below average face and body, and no charisma. I cannot read people or meaningfully communicate with them without becoming paralysed by fear and shame. The only constant of my inner state is a deep, eternally burning resentment for the self, which occasionally flares into paroxysms of seething, indescribable hatred. I have no creative spark, no outlet beyond pathetic reference and repetition. I am not academically gifted or particularly intelligent. I am wholly undisciplined and completely incapable of self-motivation. My only debatable positive trait is a ruthless, uncompromising self-awareness and introspection, which tends towards crippling maladaptivity. I have no dreams, no hopes, no ambitions or aspirations. No direction or purpose, and no particular impetus in searching for one. You would probably dislike me if we met.
I have no sad story or horrible trauma that might be responsible for being like this. I must have simply missed the day when they were handing out personalities and identities. Missed out on a dream, of an ideal person that I should aspire to be. So instead, I simply became nothing.
I am nothing. My ego is best described as a disturbance in the air, the vague outline of some ethereal ghost. I have a completely unremarkable below average face and body, and no charisma. I cannot read people or meaningfully communicate with them without becoming paralysed by fear and shame. The only constant of my inner state is a deep, eternally burning resentment for the self, which occasionally flares into paroxysms of seething, indescribable hatred. I have no creative spark, no outlet beyond pathetic reference and repetition. I am not academically gifted or particularly intelligent. I am wholly undisciplined and completely incapable of self-motivation. My only debatable positive trait is a ruthless, uncompromising self-awareness and introspection, which tends towards crippling maladaptivity. I have no dreams, no hopes, no ambitions or aspirations. No direction or purpose, and no particular impetus in searching for one. You would probably dislike me if we met.
I have no sad story or horrible trauma that might be responsible for being like this. I must have simply missed the day when they were handing out personalities and identities. Missed out on a dream, of an ideal person that I should aspire to be. So instead, I simply became nothing.