Angst Filled Fuck Up
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- Sep 9, 2018
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I live like a 14 year old. I do whatever I want, when I want. Yet I have no real interest in anything. I can't establish routines or "adult" at all. If something needs doing, I run out in my car quickly and get it done while all muddle-headed and brain-fogged, completely unequipped for what the real world throws at me. I am always fatigued and easily overwhelmed.
But beyond that, I never had any motivation to set healthy or positive habits. I feel so alone that I'm like "who cares what I do?" My life is totally inconsequential, and being this isolated means I have nobody else to be good for. Nobody sees me, or needs me for anything, so what's the point of trying?
How can a person improve when they don't love themselves enough to nurture themselves or do anything worthwhile?
But beyond that, I never had any motivation to set healthy or positive habits. I feel so alone that I'm like "who cares what I do?" My life is totally inconsequential, and being this isolated means I have nobody else to be good for. Nobody sees me, or needs me for anything, so what's the point of trying?
How can a person improve when they don't love themselves enough to nurture themselves or do anything worthwhile?
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