I have no will to live anyone

[TheDevil]

More and more, I've been thinking about suicide, even after countless self harming sessions and attempts. For past 2 weeks, I've smoked on my window, just waiting to jump off. I'm not even scared of heights anymore. It's just a lovely abyss that's calling me. I think my time is near.

 

[chr74]

hey just wondering if you tried any meds to help?

 

[TheDevil]

hey just wondering if you tried any meds to help?

I have, I'm currently on medication. Olanzapin and Flunisan. I was before on some other ones, but nothing seems to help.

 

[chr74]

ah ok was just checking, im also taking meds and while i did find success with them in the very beginning, they dont seem to work regarding suicidal feelings

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a relief not fearing dying anymore, I wish you the best, it's very much understandable wishing to permanently be free from this awful world.

 

[TheDevil]

It must be a relief not fearing dying anymore, I wish you the best, it's very much understandable wishing to permanently be free from this awful world.

It's definitely freeing to be honest. I don't even know why I keep going on anymore.

 

[Lxions]

I hope you find your peace in whatever path you choose. <3

 

[man_in_red:)]

Fear holds us back from doing a lot of things, so any reduction in fear is likely good.