butterscotch
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- Apr 20, 2020
- 46
i found a good rope to use for suicide. it can support my (disgusting, heavy) weight...i think.
but the issue is that i can barely think of anything i could use as a support/anchor.
ceiling is flat, doors and closet shelves are definitely not strong enough. i need to be able to use as much force as i can, or i know i won't go unconscious.
a tree, for example, would work. the thing is, something outside like that is public (high risk of being caught, dead or alive) and straight up uncomfortable to me. i just want to do it in my own home, with zero eyeballs in my direction.
i'm at a loss. i could order the rope right now, but if there's nowhere to hang it...
if it was partial suspension, could it be extremely low? maybe near floor-level? i see no reason it couldn't.
blabbering over. i just wanted to vent, i know nobody can answer these stupid questions. i should sleep
but the issue is that i can barely think of anything i could use as a support/anchor.
ceiling is flat, doors and closet shelves are definitely not strong enough. i need to be able to use as much force as i can, or i know i won't go unconscious.
a tree, for example, would work. the thing is, something outside like that is public (high risk of being caught, dead or alive) and straight up uncomfortable to me. i just want to do it in my own home, with zero eyeballs in my direction.
i'm at a loss. i could order the rope right now, but if there's nowhere to hang it...
if it was partial suspension, could it be extremely low? maybe near floor-level? i see no reason it couldn't.
blabbering over. i just wanted to vent, i know nobody can answer these stupid questions. i should sleep