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camus44

Member
Jul 12, 2020
33
Hi everyone

I ordered N from A and received it late November, 2020. I had it tested and it's the real deal.

I have two small bottles. One I unsealed to do the test, the other is unopened, still sealed.

They have been kept in a drawer in an unheated room all winter, and through a fairly cold spring.

They should still work, right?

I am in my late-70s, in VERY poor health. I currently weigh about 150 lbs. I probably don't have long left anyway, which was the point of procuring the N.

My plan was to take Metoclopramide, which I am prescribed, then maybe 10 x 10mg tablets of diazepam, then drink the N.

I added the diazepam just to make sure.

Does this seem like a good plan to people? I am desperate and think the time is coming.

Thank you all very much.
 
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boc

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May 19, 2021
252
Take a look in the resource guides and mega threads. Sounds good though.
 
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camus44

Member
Jul 12, 2020
33
That's great, thanks.

I've got liquid N, rather than powder, but it's totally clear with no particles, so I think and hope it will be ok.

Does the diazepam sound like a good idea??
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
I'm not sure about that totally, I know some things can have an effect on how N works. I have seen other members post about what drugs can interact with others.

EDIT i just looked there are websites you can compare how drugs interact with each other
 
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LansJ70

Student
May 3, 2021
193
I'll tell you what, send it all to me and I'll test it out for you to make sure. How does that sound? Fair enough??
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
Post 108, conclusive evidence has now been shown to a moderator of this site that the N for D is legit, all members feel free to check the information out for yourselves.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-have-ordered-n-from-d.64033/page-4
 
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Anonymous 4

Specialist
Jun 26, 2021
304
As long as there are no crystals or clouds in the bottle it should be OK, they way you stored it is also good from what I understand, I have been after N for a few months now, I know its difficult but A?? Can some one explain please
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
As long as there are no crystals or clouds in the bottle it should be OK, they way you stored it is also good from what I understand, I have been after N for a few months now, I know its difficult but A?? Can some one explain please

Its not really difficult, a MODERATOR has provided the information for people to use, all you have to do is READ. i'd therefore be more inclined to believe them than people who have just joined the site and are saying its hard. Its not hard to send someone an EMAIL LMFAO
 
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Anonymous 4

Specialist
Jun 26, 2021
304
Its not really difficult, a MODERATOR has provided the information for people to use, all you have to do is READ. i'd therefore be more inclined to believe them than people who have just joined the site and are saying its hard. Its not hard to send someone an EMAIL LMFAO
Where can I find the email?? The PPH I have is the 2019 version so its pointless looking in there as those email address I no longer have replays, I'm just asking for some help, I get confused easy and find simple things take a lot of effort for me now, so if you can help with what I asked abit more I would really appreciate it.
Thank you for replying
 
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hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
Where can I find the email?? The PPH I have is the 2019 version so its pointless looking in there as those email address I no longer have replays, I'm just asking for some help, I get confused easy and find simple things take a lot of effort for me now, so if you can help with what I asked abit more I would really appreciate it.
Thank you for replying

This seems to be the latest version of the PPH in the resource thread.
 
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Anonymous 4

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Jun 26, 2021
304
Yeah the quality is pretty bad, have you tried zooming in?
Yeah I have tried, can't make anything out, I have spent 2 months constantly looking for N, I'm no stranger to the dark web but that's hopeless as the one person that actually could get it no longer can, I have Methadone I ordered, I'm going to order xanax and sleeping pills, I need to do more research on this as the time frames the tablets kick in are different and I think this is where most people fail, I just wish I had N by now, iv never taken opoids or xanax before, so it should work, but there is a very high chance it won't, which means I'll be a vegetable if it don't, with N its 100%, just be nice to take it and know 100% it will work, and won't suffer, you know. Thank you for your replys, iv followed you.
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
Don't spend anymore months of your life looking. This site is here to help. you click resources, read the poor quality PPH( i'll post an example so
people can see the quality below). You got the contents page, Nembutal is listed, you read through that section, in it is the email. you contact the source and make payment. in a few days you receive Nembutal.

there's a simple walkthrough.

the whole process takes about 15minutes, unless you decide to pay using moneygram or WU at a shop in CASH, in which case you have to go make payment.

I know all this as i have been through the process, i know you haven't so hopefully you are able to follow the information, as from what i read you seem to struggle with simple stuff. i have made it as easy as possible for you. I know most NORMAL members will be able to do it, just like all the previous members have :wink:

1624922577466
 
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Anonymous 4

Specialist
Jun 26, 2021
304
Don't spend anymore months of your life looking. This site is here to help. you click resources, read the poor quality PPH( i'll post an example so
people can see the quality below). You got the contents page, Nembutal is listed, you read through that section, in it is the email. you contact the source and make payment. in a few days you receive Nembutal.

there's a simple walkthrough.

the whole process takes about 15minutes, unless you decide to pay using moneygram or WU at a shop in CASH, in which case you have to go make payment.

I know all this as i have been through the process, i know you haven't so hopefully you are able to follow the information, as from what i read you seem to struggle with simple stuff. i have made it as easy as possible for you. I know most NORMAL members will be able to do it, just like all the previous members have :wink:

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The one I downloaded is a lot worse in clarity then that, the download I have is basicly unreadable
 
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Anonymous 4

Specialist
Jun 26, 2021
304
The one I downloaded is a lot worse in clarity then that, the download I have is basicly unreadable
And I making payment by btc is OK with me, iv learned to use dark web and have purchased tablets etc in case I don't get N. Thank you, I can see you have tried to help, its nice :)
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
Well I downloaded mine from the resource section of this site, it wa posted by a MODERATOR, and the quality is perfectly fine and it hasn't been altered. people can download it if they want? unless your saying the moderator has posted an fake, bad quality version??? you've already made one mistake i'd be careful how you answer this time :wink:
 
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Anonymous 4

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Jun 26, 2021
304
Mine was sent to me buy a person on here, can I have the link to the one the moderator posted please
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
Mine was sent to me buy a person on here, can I have the link to the one the moderator posted please

You asked the same question yesterday, and were given a link to the resources section. do you just ask questions and take no notice. I doubt people are going to want to help someone who asks question then ignores people when they try to help them., i'd say thats ignorant.
 
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Anonymous 4

Specialist
Jun 26, 2021
304
You asked the same question yesterday, and were given a link to the resources section. do you just ask questions and take no notice. I doubt people are going to want to help someone who asks question then ignores people when they try to help them., i'd say thats ignorant.
I will show you difference in people, I asked for the link, one guy sent it to me, then we have you, who would rather write aload of rubbish, which takes more time then just pasteing a link,, can you see the different nature you have, compared to the person who simply, just sent me the link like I asked? His actions and then your action Speaks for itself, nothing more to be said really.
 
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