I fucking lost it all, everything I have ever known. My own family wants nothing to fucking do with me; they have cut me off for being transgender. I've lost my education because there's nobody left to pay for college, and I doubt that anybody would loan out 50,000+ dollars to some broke-ass college kid. I lost my job, and now I owe THEM about 20k cause there was some early termination clause I signed without reading properly. I have no friends, I have no money left cause i had to use it all to fucking pay off my company. I have no money, property, or anything meaningful to my name.
man, fuck my life. I lost my family, education, job, money and everything other fucking thing.
I hope when I CTB, it'll be fucking painful. I hope I suffer and I hope I regret ever being born (not that I don't already. I remember, even as a child wishing I was never born). I hope I slowly and painfully feel the life being drained from my pathetic body.
man, fuck my life. I lost my family, education, job, money and everything other fucking thing.
I hope when I CTB, it'll be fucking painful. I hope I suffer and I hope I regret ever being born (not that I don't already. I remember, even as a child wishing I was never born). I hope I slowly and painfully feel the life being drained from my pathetic body.
