Venting I have a strong urge to (once I wake up) go outside and drink my sn tomorrow

[ultrasharpy123456]

I feel ready to die. I fee like I've seen all I need to.

 

[FuneralCry]

At least having the SN means that you aren't trapped here and can leave when the time feels right. I wish you the best with your plans, I hope that if you decide to leave tomorrow you find the freedom you search for.