Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
- 794
I know it would sound like self-hating but I do really not usually feel like crying and being emotional about wanting to CTB
I feel a quiet hatred for my own incompetence in living a productive life and my inability to take my own life due to lack of mental processes that can support me in executing such a decision. But I don't let on to others how much I hate myself.
I know my own mental limitations deeply and they frustrate me endlessly
I am always stuck on "being suicidal" without actually committing to it
I feel a quiet hatred for my own incompetence in living a productive life and my inability to take my own life due to lack of mental processes that can support me in executing such a decision. But I don't let on to others how much I hate myself.
I know my own mental limitations deeply and they frustrate me endlessly
I am always stuck on "being suicidal" without actually committing to it