Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
403
Have to buy a cover for my scooter turbulateur. Been advised that's nessary.

Then drive to an area known For well accustomed people with the motocycle business and commodities to ask about changing the contact key setting...well supposedly. Don't how much how fair guidance and offer I will get


This is my way of coping with tomorrow.

I think I have enough money for that.


Just sharing my intentions.


What will happen shameful thoughts
Fear of dislike or disgust from others.
Fear of being stopped by police bc i don't have insurance.
Fear of speaking differently.
Fear of the unexpected.
Fear of being taken advantage of.
Fear of being unrespected and unacknowledged.

Fear of being lacking
Fear of the unknown.
I can manage. The outcomes beats a shitty feeling.

As for sadness. The world is cruwl and tribal with engraved believes hard to oppose at this point🤐
Let's pretend for moments we share the same struggles.
 
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june

june

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you got this
 
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leaf23

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Dec 12, 2020
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I can relate to this. It's a scary world out there and so many things could go wrong, I know.

Your primary goal is to buy that scooter thingy, right? Like you said about the outcome, just try focussing on that one thing like imagining the relief and sense of accomplishment once that task is done. You can do this and I'm rooting for you, good luck! 💪❤️
 
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CowsAgainstCapitali

CowsAgainstCapitali

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Dec 11, 2022
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Watch out, owning a scooter might increase your desire to live. Don't worry about insurance, motorcycles are almost always left alone if not showing off.
 
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Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
403
I bought missing pieces additional advice as well listened to different pov.
It was helpful. My scooter is in better condition. Xanax do miracles. Only have 3 left. O will have a refill on Wednesday. My first intention is well accomplished. Now i have to focus on fixing the coating of my chair. And get Xanax ,🤫
 
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Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
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i' m waiting out 30 min in a coffee shop alone with strangers. Just enough time to seek the place where I m going to fix the leather coating for my chair. I have enough money. Still haven't played for my coffee. My scooter is in good mechanical condition. Appearance is not so much so. Hence I m fixing the chair.hope my phone charging is enough bc i need to call for direction.
 
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leaf23

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I bought missing pieces additional advice as well listened to different pov.
It was helpful. My scooter is in better condition. Xanax do miracles. Only have 3 left. O will have a refill on Wednesday. My first intention is well accomplished. Now i have to focus on fixing the coating of my chair. And get Xanax ,🤫
That's great! I'm so happy for you ❤️. Good luck on the rest of your tasks!
 
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Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
403
I did coat thé sit with a professionnel.
Went well.looks good and confy.
She still owns me money though.
It was a bit of a hassel though. But done.

Now for third intention which is fix the contact Key. I already spotted a good professional seemingly wiser and better then my previous repair technicien. Have to beg for cash as im a dependant person. Will sée. Thanks for attention and support.
 
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