Kodama

Kodama

Experienced
Oct 11, 2019
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My beloved mother died from a fucking cancer during this period, 9 years ago, just after her last Xmas. She was only 66... Since 2011 I hate Xmas !
This year, it will be even worse than ever if i'll see it...
 
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CarefulWithThatAxe

Experienced
Nov 7, 2019
296
Totally agree with you horrible time of year.
 
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JellyDreams

Member
Nov 10, 2019
56
Absolutely hate it.
Thank god it's only once per year.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
Unfortunately it's my beloved mother's favourite holiday AND her birthday is 5 days later to boot.

It's like the world just keeps me around to suffer.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

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Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Yeah I hate it. The only time I got to have a Christmas with any sort of family, it was begrudged to me and and my longing to have it was mocked and insulted.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
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I'm so sorry that must've been horrible :hug:

I hate everything about it and it drags on for two months through Nov and Dec.
especially hate the decorations and the music it just depresses me more.
 
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Jul 31, 2018
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I used to love Christmas. Id always drive to be with family. Now I'll be alone again, my family have abandoned me.
 
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JellyDreams

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Nov 10, 2019
56
Doesn't anyone hate Xmas when ppl pretend everything in the world is good,shiny and perfect.

Yet all around,there's others suffering,noone sees,noone cares?
 
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woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Doesn't anyone hate Xmas when ppl pretend everything in the world is good,shiny and perfect.

Yet all around,there's others suffering,noone sees,noone cares?

Did I breed the people who are suffering? No. So if I was allowed to live, I'd enjoy my Christmas very much, thank you.
 
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readytogonow

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Nov 12, 2019
11
Well think about it like this time is infinite but those that are in it are not. Now let me break it down like this time does not repeat every year, every day, every sec is a new time frame. Just because it might seem like it is not the same holiday it is just a similar occurs in time. So basically leave behind the pain and enjoy the years of fun you once had.
That's a good way to look at it. I'll try it this year.
 

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