I hate waking up

[Denza]

Woke up a couple of hours ago and I still havent gotten up from bed. Everytime I wake up everything comes back at me at once. All the feelings of worthlessness and all the mistakes Ive made these past few months. I hate it. Cant I just not sleep for this feeling to be non-existent. Why does it always have to be this way. Always needing to have an excuse as to why I got up late. Always getting jabs at my "laziness". Well if I tell them the actual reason theyd lock me up in a ward right?

Theres just no winning for me.

 

[theboy]

me 2 pm if u want

 

[ScornedStoic]

The game's rigged.
You're not lazy. I fucking hate that. My piece of shit excuse for a father would always say that. He never understood either.