TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
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I'm sitting playing a video game, don't play them but today i just needed some quiet so i did. I played for a while and just got totally bored and deflated, the epic adventure in front of me reminding me that my only real "Purpose" is to fuck, shit and die. then i get all these YouTube channels spouting the usual crap of meditating and going on a walk.

I mean i get it, no one can change the fact that it's pointless other than try softcore therapy on me but still. "80 years" to live in a flesh bag and the only point for it was to pound ass and plop out clones.

I mean fuck dude, couldn't you give me something better than this? I hate waking up and knowing that there's no epic adventure out there, always shit in the way to prevent it if it even existed. Why did i need to ever find this existence, what the fuck?

I literally can't just turn off and say well okay "Life is life, better just enjoy it" i just cant man, i need some grand mythical purpose or something.
 
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