My last thread apparently slipped into suicide "methods" which wasnt at all my intent. I wanted to display my frustration and explain that cutting was my only option.
It's extremely irritating that I have to censor my suicidal thoughts in such a place as sanctioned suicide.
Really disgusting what normies have made us turn this place into.
You are new here so you are seen as a newbie--not to be included. There's a core group of about 20-25 people on this site who have been here a very long time--call them veterans(some are even moderators) who will not respond to your posts because you are new. At least that's the vibe I get and that's been my experience so far these past 3 months. But consider the context of where we are: a suicide forum.
I once made a comment on a thread and several veterans--one after the other--posted mean comments and insulting pics towards me. I guess they felt the need to protect "one of their own" or prove their friendship.
It is a very closed group. Sad really, but understandable, considering where we are.
I've had a few of the newbies be very kind to me. And I think a couple of the veterans said some nice things, but they were the exception.
In summary, newbies aren't treated very well on this website.
It's sad, but that's my opinion so far.