I hate that I have to be the one to take action

[missingpeace]

I wasn't the one that put myself in this position, it happened TO me. Never hurt anybody, was always the people pleaser, I was innocently living life and expecting that people are always fair and honest. I was the one that was attacked by a monster who was so spiteful that completely overpowered me and chose to physically reduce me to walking, talking vegetable. It has now become my responsibility to get myself out of this mess, how is that even fair in God's eyes. How is that justice? Even through all this suffering I have to be one to act responsibly to cut myself a break. This world is a shithole.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly true that this world is an absolutely horrific place, it disgusts me how people can end up in situations of extreme torture. There could never be anything fair about any of this.

 

[SilentSadness]

That really sounds terrible, sometimes things out of our control can unfairly put us in the worst situations. You are not to blame and it's completely understandable that you don't want to take action yourself. I also wish that I was killed by someone else rather than having to go out of my way. Sadly suffering is inevitable and it's rarely deserved. I hope that you find peace soon out of your horrible position.

 

[GasMonkey]

was attacked by a monster who was so spiteful that completely overpowered me and chose to physically reduce me to walking, talking vegetable.

Were you assaulted?

 

[missingpeace]

It's certainly true that this world is an absolutely horrific place, it disgusts me how people can end up in situations of extreme torture. There could never be anything fair about any of this.

I really wish I hadn't waited this long to ctb.. it is truly horrific what i've been through, if I detailed it all out there, noone would believe me.

Were you assaulted?

No, I have a predatory demonic entity oppressing my entire being, it's been on me for 2 years, just won't let me live.