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daee
Estou tão cansada, pqp.
- May 2, 2024
- 17
It's extremely tiring, studying all day, not having time for anything, to live, school completely suffocates me and even more so my friends know that I have depression and anxiety and they literally don't know how to deal with me, they are afraid to talk to me, that's it. I was 100% discouraged from not going to school anymore, having to take strong medication to sleep and spending the rest of the day sleeping in the classroom until the end, that's what I had done the days I was going to school, now I spent the whole last week without going, I never wanted to go to school again, but my grandmother suffocates me even more here at home with emotional blackmail for me to try to go to school, this manages to discourage me even more, I dont think there is much difference between a school and a prison, having to kill myself studying only to not get a pleasant result in the end, dreaming big is beautiful but when you see the cruel reality it is devastating. I hate school so much, I hate my life to the extreme. Sorry if some things dont make sense, dont speak English well