Venting I hate OTC overdoses, but...

[BaconCheeseburger]

I need to hurt, I'm desperate. Going to keep taking a few every half an hour or so and just hope that if nothing I get a high. Just need to hurt this body.

 

[BjartNO]

get a high

Sorry! Feeling good is against the law. No highs from OTCs!

 

[Donewith_]

Sorry to see you are in such a situation. Try to refrain from doing it if you can convince yourself.
I take a few pills sometimes.. idk why I just feel like it. It messes me up.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

I need to hurt, I'm desperate. Going to keep taking a few every half an hour or so and just hope that if nothing I get a high. Just need to hurt this body.

I wouldn't
I'd slap a rubber band against my wrist.
Or even create a small cut and pour a bit of rubbing alcohol into it
None of these 2 will leave any lasting damage either
You said you needed to hurt so I'd do those

 

[Sickman75]

I need to hurt, I'm desperate. Going to keep taking a few every half an hour or so and just hope that if nothing I get a high. Just need to hurt this body.

Which OTC did you choose? The last one I took was Benadryl took about 30 of them. Got high as fuck. I liked it. That's how I hurt my body. Hurt it but got high out of it

 

[Othermind]

Or even create a small cut and pour a bit of rubbing alcohol into it

I'm NOT endorsing self-harm, but this is actually better than what you're doing, OP, as in it releases endorphins and should help you calm down.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

Which OTC did you choose? The last one I took was Benadryl took about 30 of them. Got high as fuck. I liked it. That's how I hurt my body. Hurt it but got high out of it

I only had paracetamol. It probably did fuck all.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

I'm NOT endorsing self-harm, but this is actually better than what you're doing, OP, as in it releases endorphins and should help you calm down.

Exactly
I hate the fact that I do it but self harm isi better than liver damage

 

[Fenty(nal)]

Sorry! Feeling good is against the law. No highs from OTCs!

Gravol gets you pretty fucked up so I wouldn't agree.

 

[TheCrow]

Which OTC did you choose? The last one I took was Benadryl took about 30 of them. Got high as fuck. I liked it. That's how I hurt my body. Hurt it but got high out of it

What did that feel like?

 

[JustAboutDone]

@BaconCheeseburger how are you doing now?

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

@BaconCheeseburger how are you doing now?

Had to leave work early as I cried for 20 mins out of my hour's lunch break. Been an empty shell of a mess for the rest of the day

 

[21Neberg]

Exactly
I hate the fact that I do it but self harm isi better than liver damage

Self harms the best lol

 

[Xerox]

@BaconCheeseburger I hope you're feeling better. Acetaminophen is just going to feck up your liver. Do you have benzos? They can be mellowing. Smoke some weed.

 

[JustLosingMyself]

I only had paracetamol. It probably did fuck all.

How many did you take?
Paracetamol will not make you high but will cause liver damage or even liver failure. Both are very painful and horrid protracted ways to go.
It can be counteracted in hospital if done so within a few hours.

 

[Autumn Winter]

Alcohol is a good way to get a nice feeling albeit not high though.

 

[JustAboutDone]

Had to leave work early as I cried for 20 mins out of my hour's lunch break. Been an empty shell of a mess for the rest of the day

Oh jeez. I'm sorry you are having such a rough time :-( I know you are on a fair amount of medication for various things, do you take any sleeping medication or have anything for this evening?

Just wanting you to try and get some decent sleep, do you take Anti-histimines at all? I find they make me drowsy for sleep

 

[chrijo]

How many did you take?
Paracetamol will not make you high but will cause liver damage or even liver failure. Both are very painful and horrid protracted ways to go.
It can be counteracted in hospital if done so within a few hours.

Thats right. Please dont use paracetamol, ibuprofen or aspirin for ctb.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

Oh jeez. I'm sorry you are having such a rough time :-( I know you are on a fair amount of medication for various things, do you take any sleeping medication or have anything for this evening?

Just wanting you to try and get some decent sleep, do you take Anti-histimines at all? I find they make me drowsy for sleep

I've been taking Pregabalin to zone me out enough to sleep, there's things like Zopiclone I can ask for from my GP but they only do a week's prescription because it's addictive.

I've got an appointment with a mental health doctor on Friday. Think I'll go back on antidepressants very soon.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

How many did you take?
Paracetamol will not make you high but will cause liver damage or even liver failure. Both are very painful and horrid protracted ways to go.
It can be counteracted in hospital if done so within a few hours.

Only about like... 6 in the morning spread out across 4-5 hours. I've taken a lot more in the past, this was just me crying out for attention tbh. Not that I told anyone I did it..

 

[JustAboutDone]

I've been taking Pregabalin to zone me out enough to sleep, there's things like Zopiclone I can ask for from my GP but they only do a week's prescription because it's addictive.

I've got an appointment with a mental health doctor on Friday. Think I'll go back on antidepressants very soon.

I'm glad you've got the appointment on Friday, don't feel bad about going back on the antidepressants - it's work stress that's doing this there is no failing on your part.

 

[JustLosingMyself]

Only about like... 6 in the morning spread out across 4-5 hours. I've taken a lot more in the past, this was just me crying out for attention tbh. Not that I told anyone I did it..

Thank you for letting me know.
Please be careful with what you do.
I've never met you, I won't stop you, but I care

 

[marie71]

Gravol gets you pretty fucked up so I wouldn't agree.

im in the US,what is gravol?

 

[JustAboutDone]

im in the US,what is gravol?

I'm in the uk, what is gravol?

 

[brighter]

How many did you take?
Paracetamol will not make you high but will cause liver damage or even liver failure. Both are very painful and horrid protracted ways to go.
It can be counteracted in hospital if done so within a few hours.

I'm speaking from experience and I would strongly urge you not to use painkillers. It fucks you up very badly.
Please don't put yourself through that pain find a better way x

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

Ended up self harming. Only one cut though, saving space for later (and trying to freak my partner out less.. One cut is better than five?)