Venting I hate myself.

[Eren]

I hate myself for many reasons, I've always been "weird" I'm not like everyone else, I do not relate to others normally, I'm really alone, sometimes I think I can have asperger (I'm not diagnosed).

I can not focus on anything I do, and that happens to me since I was little, that prevents me from doing a job on time, I take 5 more times to do things so I feel professionally frustrated, I feel like a retard (I'm sorry if that offends someone, it's not my intention)

I do not really enjoy anything, my life is to be working or locked up at home, and I honestly do not want to live like that. I am considering the SN or jumping from some very tall building under construction, they are easily accessible.

 

[skitliv]

I know the feeling friend, me also

 

[TAW122]

I feel the same way too, I've been hating myself for most of my life. I myself do have an actual diagnosis for Aspergers. Also my social life is fucked as well as finding employment and supporting myself in the long run.

 

[sadsoul]

I've been diagnosed with Aspergers but to be honest I don't trust that diagnosis. I am a social wreck but I feel like Aspergers doesn't quite fit.

 

[wanttodie]

I feel the same way too,

 

[Schopenhauer]

So do I, my friend. So do I.

 

[jaemus12]

You're speaking my language dude. We on the exact same page.

 

[Eren]

It seems that there are several people in the same situation :/

Hugs tu all.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Oh yeah that's me too, drugs help a little but there are always big side effects, mood swings. I feel broken <3

 

[lost illusions]

I hate myself for many reasons, I've always been "weird" I'm not like everyone else, I do not relate to others normally, I'm really alone, sometimes I think I can have asperger (I'm not diagnosed).

I can not focus on anything I do, and that happens to me since I was little, that prevents me from doing a job on time, I take 5 more times to do things so I feel professionally frustrated, I feel like a retard (I'm sorry if that offends someone, it's not my intention)

I do not really enjoy anything, my life is to be working or locked up at home, and I honestly do not want to live like that. I am considering the SN or jumping from some very tall building under construction, they are easily accessible.

I know this feeling, every day every night every breath

 

[nztphill]

Maybe this is what i call a normal person!

 

[Donewith_]

Me too.