lostundead
Student
- Mar 18, 2021
- 192
I hate having to feel horny almost every day, despite being severly disabled and having awful genes that create nothing but suffering and misery, which I would never a spread under any circumstance, but I'm unable to make my brain understand that. Also, thanks to our kind overlords who've given people the 'freedom' of having 24/7 access to internet pornography from a young age on, so we can struggle with this annoying addiction for the rest of our lives.
I hate having to feel crippling loneliness all the time because my brain requires constant validation and affection from other people in order to feel like a human being, let alone happy. Despite turning off notifications, I pathetically check my reactions on SS regularly because stupid internet points are the only type of validation I can get.
I hate feeling overly anxious in mildly stressful situations because my brain was programmed into reacting this way during my childhood because my parents were colossal failures and didnt teach me how to properly behave in those situations.
Being part of the super-monkey species (aka. human), we are also 'blessed' with the apollonic 'gifts' of inisght and foresight, therefore we are suffering not only for the present moment but for the future aswell and for the fact that we are able to consciously experience this shitshow; atleast if you're a real monley you don't have to deal with that.In terms of power, this really was the greatest gift nature could have given us, as it got us to the top of the food chain pretty quickly. On the other hand it also made us susceptible to the greatest amounts of suffering that exist in nature. I hope humans will be able to break out of this in-between state soon.
I hate having to feel crippling loneliness all the time because my brain requires constant validation and affection from other people in order to feel like a human being, let alone happy. Despite turning off notifications, I pathetically check my reactions on SS regularly because stupid internet points are the only type of validation I can get.
I hate feeling overly anxious in mildly stressful situations because my brain was programmed into reacting this way during my childhood because my parents were colossal failures and didnt teach me how to properly behave in those situations.
Being part of the super-monkey species (aka. human), we are also 'blessed' with the apollonic 'gifts' of inisght and foresight, therefore we are suffering not only for the present moment but for the future aswell and for the fact that we are able to consciously experience this shitshow; atleast if you're a real monley you don't have to deal with that.In terms of power, this really was the greatest gift nature could have given us, as it got us to the top of the food chain pretty quickly. On the other hand it also made us susceptible to the greatest amounts of suffering that exist in nature. I hope humans will be able to break out of this in-between state soon.
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