taylor321
Member
- Mar 1, 2020
- 84
I got to wake up to yelling today, I fell asleep sad and lonely. I wanted to be dead by now but I struggle with even going out because I've lost hope. I don't want to still be here by December and just the thought of it scares me and makes me sick. Sometimes I wish it were easier to just hire a hitman on myself. Last night before I went to sleep I was looking up "how to drown yourself". I wish it were easier to commit suicide painlessly.